18 days

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Flag of United States  , Texas
Wednesday, December 9, 2009

18 days.
432 hours.
25,920 minutes.
1,555,200 seconds.

Not enough. Never enough. This is all the time I have left. 18 days until I get very quickly and very abruptly brought up to speed regarding my decisions. 18 days until I have nothing. In 18 days I will knowingly and deliberately give up a life of complete enjoyment, comfort, safety and love. In 18 days I will break my own heart. In 18 days I will die. But this isn't a story about 18.

This is a story about 19 days. In 19 days I will be reborn. In 19 days I will know my own freedom. In 19 days I will witness the Pacman effect in full action. I will have nothing. I will have everything. I am being made very nervous the closer the day comes. It is a strange thing to see it coming, to have had a major hand in the choice. Why do it? I don't know. I couldn't answer that before and I know I can't answer it now. But what I do know is it sounds exciting, interesting, different, and something that will be uniquely ours. Even if it means nothing at all, it will be ours. And that means everything.


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