More thankfullness

  Pdx, United States
Friday, December 29, 2006

Jonathan keeps saying "You should go to live journal! All your friends are there!  Then they will read your blogs!" Well it doesn't really matter if people read these or not, and this is STILL the best place to write and post pictures. I can post as many as I want. If you DO want to read this regularily just sign up for getting messages whenever I post something new. It's simple!

I don't have any pictures for this because I left my crappy camera at home when I went to Canada, but this DOES deserve it's own entry: Jonathan and I got back together! It was a long and hard journey. Although I missed him and am super happy we'll be eventually spending ridiculous amounts of time together I think what happened was meant to happen and needed to happen. We learned a lot during the down period, we learned a lot when we were totally separate people. I don't mourn for the time we were a part because I know we will a lifetime of fabulous adventures on the horizon.

I've encountered SOOOO many fucked up and frustrating boys in the last 3 years it boggles my mind. Keeps pushing me to think that men really ARE different from women in many ways, mostly in communication. Jonathan has been the only boy I've been romantically involved with who TALKS and doesn't make me pull my hair out trying to figure out what he's thinking and why he does why he does. Not only that but damn I've never hung out with anyone who made me laugh as much! Being away from Ben and Jonathan for so long probably contributed to my depression. There just wasn't anyone here who could step up and make my belly ache...

So I'm also very very extremely thankful I got my sweetie back. I may not have a house or job that's stable, but eventually I will have a stable relationship with a beautiful brilliant Culp and that makes me QUITE happy!

siue and jonathan

um hopefully if you click on this it won't look so fucking scary!