South of heaven,
Oregon,
United States
Monday, October 24, 2005
Yeah it's true I haven't been doing so hot. I feel better than being in Toronto, there's so much I haven't done here and so many possibilities, but it's not perfect and I wouldn't use the word "happy" when I describe the state I'm in. Today I had to say good bye to probably the most important person in my life. It's not forever but it's still going to be tough. It's totally wack - the circumstances that have made this happen - but I hope I can use this time to screw my head on properly. A really nice thing that happened today is I got an email from my previous roommate/landlord in T.O. It was so nice to hear from her and her stories about G. She said I had a strong positive effect on G and that G was "proud to know me". Well I shed some (more) tears at that... It was just the sort of thing I've been needing for a couple months.
I know I said I wouldn't write emotional stuff here but oh well. Makes it even worse knowing strangers are reading this but oh well. I guess livejournal WOULD have been the better choice - if only they'd let you put up pictures for krist sakes!
South of Heaven is not hell, it's just not heaven...
