Dreams

07.11.06 - 19.23h

01 - This is a pumello

Dream No.2: (Dream no.1 was too private for right now)

There was this guy, I didn't know him but in my dream I knew him well. He told me I could stay if I wanted to, even stay forever. I went away and it broke my hearth. I don't know why I went, I just thought I had to go. Maybe that's the way I am. Maybe I'm afraid of what happens next. I couldn't stay. I'm sorry.

11.11.06

Dream No.3:

I lost my backpack, I realized having lost my backpack when I was standing infront of Lillian's door in New Zealand. I must have left it on the airport in XianFan in China. My Mom was trying to get it back over the telephone but they threw it away. So now I realize my mum always helped me out when I had problems but this time she can't. I'm by myself.

02 - This is a pumello

I missed my backpack, it was all the little things I connected with it, that made me sad.

I started running, trying to solve problems. But I was just running and when I finally felt like I'm home I realized being in Germany, actually in Bocholt. How long will it chase me, hu?!

19.11.06

Dream No.4:

I've been to a concert which supposed to be a festival. I came there with people who I know are not into festivals at all. Somehow I got this idea to get up, go infront of stage and to scream for a girl I've seen once in New York. We just called each other Montana since we both went there for a year. I thought she might be there since we are both totaly into guitars. I felt we got something in common and really the world is a nutshell, she was there and she rememberd. I wonder what she's doing now, she looked being the travelkind too...

Anyway, we talked for a while and suddenly Nicole Kidman showed up. She was really skinny but beautiful in her own way. And there goes my dream of becoming an actress one day... It will never stop, I guess I have to at least try to make this dream come true one day. Actually this is a bit of a reason why I'm doing this trip too. I want to be able to act stuff I experienced in reality.