Thinkin of Leavin Hawaii...
Trip Start
Feb 03, 2007
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Trip End
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Kurtistown,
Hawaii,
United States
Thursday, June 7, 2007
maybe heading to thailand or ontario for the 28th...
been having a harder time lately... caretaking a farm and been disillusioned with my situation - been misled by the absentee owner who's betrayed me as a friend as well... put out $500 my money towards farm supplies and gotten no reimbursement yet! 2 weeks now...
feel taken advantage of, unsupported and isolated -- no power, no vechicle, 2 dysfunctional sorta-friends on the farm, no appreciation or thanks from the owner dude...
and been injured in a car accident a week ago... whiplash, concussion, and hurt back...
now Dysentry has broke out on the farm and the chickens, ducks, and dogs sick -- then 6 days ago i got it too! been sick and overwhelmed ...
no medical insurance and out of funds to see a doctor or get medicine here...
hoping that i'll get reimbursed soon so i can see a doctor and get medicine...
feeling like leaving hawaii now... many many excellent experiences but numerous more recent bad ones... feel disenchanted right now... too many dysfunctional people, and rippers stealing from me, and being just plain mean to me... i miss sweet kind canadians!!!! i miss my ELFINSTONE!!! where is my tribe?? really?
i miss the cedar trees and wear cedar oil to keep connected... i miss eagles, ravens, kind people, cool rain, moist forests, i really miss my Master Henry -- A LOT!!, i miss roberts creek and my real friends, i miss my dog zora, i miss sooo much!
but i may not head back to the Elfinstone Mountain yet...i may go to ontario and see my dad at end of month. theres a big family reunion july 1st and ive only seen my dad 3 times in past 10 years... may stay a month there and be back in BC for Day Otta Time!!??
.. my older sister is also going end of june to my dads (she lives in vancouver) for a month and bringing her 6 yr old son... my sister has found a lump in her breast and they are doing tests -- its in my family with my maternal grandma, and my aunt (passed away)... she a bit freaked but hoping its just a fybroid... i am considering my family connections and feel to also go...
tho i am also looking into heading to Thailand if my sisters tests come back ok --- my brother has lived there 3 years now and i have seen him only once in that time... and im halfway there right now! but the tickets seem expensive and so i need to research a cheap way there -- anyone have any help to give me?? after thailand id like to get to bali of course...
so my adventures continue -- a bit jaded .. a bit wiser... a bit sicker... a bit stronger in my heart, a lot more appreciative of my family and of my BC COAST!!!
aloha!
