Being Reborn in paradise
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Pahoa,
Hawaii,
United States
Saturday, April 28, 2007
i dont know what i want to reveal here as i sense more and more that i want to keep more and more private as to some of the real happenins of my life..
i went to Rebirth - a 3 day Burning man festival ~~ near Pahoa here near where i live nowadays~~
i had an interesting time and always love to dance and get high on psychadelicious goodies ;)
the cops came 5 times and so by sat nite they shut off the bass bins -- not what i would have done... this definately had an adverse affect on the level of enjoyment the crowd had that night..
the Phoenix burns
. in general i had a good time and met some new wonderful people~~
and in a very deep and personal way i was "Reborn"... chrysalisis... ways i cannot share for they are far too private for this method of interaction (electricommunication)...~~~~
my name, "Renee" is the french word for Re-born / Re-birth... (did ya know?).. im sure everyone can relate to me, as i feel it seems that my entire life has been a long series of births and deaths of my self-evolution... loss with every death loss of aspects no longer needed or wanted and also gains of integration of new aspects desired and attained~~ i am repeatedly surprised at my versatility, endurance and natural rise into Higher Mindedness...
tho i must admit that i still make many mistakes and poor decisions but i see them more quickly and clearly, and the remedies are easier to manifest...
i am seeing myself in a new way here in Hawaii as i miss my BC tribe and family... i miss the cedars and the bears... i miss the eagles and the cool rains on my face... i appreciate where i call Home here in Hawaii and in BC as it is all in Gaia's arms~... yet i am missing my Elfinstone mountain and creeks... the community i have left behind who are rich in art, expression and the Light, ... i am blessed to have you all to come back to, to appreciate more, and shine more strongly beside your lights....
i hope to be able to share some of my more private inner struggles here in Hawaii - maybe in poetiks instead ~~ next time~~
although there is a saying that is VERY true .... "In Hawaii, even when its bad, its still really good!" -- and it is! i do really love love love Pele and the magic of the fire of Transformation here! (but ouch* you can get burned when you play with fire!)
