Giving up
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May 25, 2005
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Sometimes I feel like giving up completely.
It's hard to fight sometimes.
It's hard to know that things aren't changing.
It's hard - I feel so trapped.
And no one seems to help me.
And no one seems to care.
Why should I keep trying?
There's a huge world to explore out there.
A PhD is for fools, I'm convinced.
Fools who will stay a little too long.
Fools that if they survive it
Will have people remind them, their whole life long.
Today I feel like giving up completely.
I know I've got so much to learn.
I'm just not sure I care enough anymore.
This PhD can keel over and burn.
The bright side: Of course I won't give up. The park is beautiful. A cup of tea will solve all as usual. But still - it's hard sometimes.
It's hard to fight sometimes.
It's hard to know that things aren't changing.
It's hard - I feel so trapped.
And no one seems to help me.
And no one seems to care.
Why should I keep trying?
There's a huge world to explore out there.
A PhD is for fools, I'm convinced.
Fools who will stay a little too long.
Fools that if they survive it
Will have people remind them, their whole life long.
Today I feel like giving up completely.
I know I've got so much to learn.
I'm just not sure I care enough anymore.
This PhD can keel over and burn.
The bright side: Of course I won't give up. The park is beautiful. A cup of tea will solve all as usual. But still - it's hard sometimes.




Comments
Don't give up, Clara...
Your blog has always cheered me up, don't start getting the hump now!
PhDs are good for you.
So is a nice cup of tea and a sit down.
try
www.nicecupofteaandasitdown.com
John
Re: Don't give up, Clara...
Hi John,
Thanks for your advice. I've just had a nice sit down and a cup of tea...and a tot of whiskey. I can hear lions roaring in the distance, the frogs are singing their hearts out, and all is good. Though I still think that doing a PhD is a definite sign of insanity!
Thanks again though for bothering to comment. Was such a lovely surprise.
All the best from Hluhluwe
Claire