Yay for hedonism

Trip Start Dec 28, 2004
Trip End Ongoing

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Friday, June 2, 2006

all work and no play makes neal a dull boy....hopefully i dont go chopping people into pieces and hiding the bodies in the snow ala the shining. its all well and good here i suppose, just settling down into life....had my annual run in with a moose on walts property but nothing to drastic, just a bit of a shock. i swear to god that boy needs to just buy himself an excavator the amount of time he has them on his property doing "dirt work". he sold like 30 boulders off his property so we got to help them load and sling these huge chunks of rock all over the property...its more fun then it sounds i suppose.

i was walking home the other day, down the spit towards the boat harbor as usual when i sat down by the fishermans memorial and took in the view and assesed life. ive come to the conclusion that im in a sort of rut. its a very fucking interesting rut to be sure but all the same im at a complete loss of what to do with my life. the traveling is great but what comes after that? when i was in high school i aimed to go in the army....after the army i was a bit driftless but then went to college where there is the goal of graduation. from there i went to prison where i had a goal of getting the hell out of the there. after leaving i went back to college and graduated and was dead set on traveling...a goal so to speak. at the moment i am with out any sort of navigation on my journey through life. i have found myself immersed into a complete hedonistic existance while on one hand is not a bad thing but on the other, it cant last forever. i really have no idea where this is all going to lead me because ive run out of goals.
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