Off on my first adventure..
Trip Start Dec 07, 2002
2Trip End Dec 22, 2002
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And even with all of that craziness, part of me hopes that I lose my luggage and the unknown friend ends up being some asian terrorist that's going to sell me into slavery where I'll make polo shirts in the jungle for a wage of a fortune cookie and a glass of water. Everyone thinks I'm crazy for doing this tho, but life is boring if its all planned out..of course I think I'm taking that to the opposite extreme. heh. But really I think part of it is to test myself, to see if I can really make it on my own with no one to lean on.
I'm dyin tho, I didn't sleep all night because I waited till 2am to start packing. lol. I'm not doing that again..yah right, I say that all the time..thank God I have a 20 hour flight ahead of me. I'm kinda freaked out tho..I haven't flown in a while, and never over the ocean. What if we crash in the ocean?? I hate sharks..and deep water..oh god....
So this day marks the day when I put my feelings for Rochelle behind me. Ever since she came back from the Philippines I've tried to win her heart. And 4 months later here I am, closing that chapter. About 2 months ago I decided that if nothing happened the day I left for Thailand then I'd move on. It's a lot easier than I thought it'd be. I guess because I prepped myself for it. But I had to do it, you can only fight for someone for so long. If I meet someone over in Thailand then I do. Whatever happens happens.