My black little world

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Thursday, July 15, 2010

As my journey ends at my dad's house, I have to leave my 2 new best friends.  I am going to miss Adam so very much and I am not sure how I can deal without him.  As for my other friend crank, I will find someone at home when I return to my mom's house, to help me out with that. Little did I know that this is the start of a very dark world that I can not help on my own.  After I get home, nothing is the same, or is it?  Is it just me that has changed or everything around me??  I found someone to hook me up in my area, I call him Grade-E.  He works at the seven eleven and maybe he can get me a job to help me earn some cash.  I have to have cash if i ever want to get out on my own and raise my baby.  Hunter is the most handsome baby boy in the world.  I am not just saying that because he is mine.  I want him to have a good life. 

A few months later, I am doing whatever I have to do to score some crank.  I want to keep a personal stash on me, but keep the usage at a minimum.  When I snort it, it makes my nose feel like it is on fire, but in a good way.  I snort so much that I am awake for days at a time and I can not eat.  It gives me such a high that I feel like I can do anything but at the same time (the other part of me, Kristina) feels like I am doing the wrong thing.  That is ok because I will make sure Bree stays out and gets me all the crank I need.  When I finally do come down, I crash hard.  I get the shakes, dizziness, and I puke.  Sometimes I black out.  But I know eventually I have to crash.  When I do, I sleep for atleast 18 hours.  I think mom and Scott are starting to realize something is going on with me.  Oh well.  Ok I am coming down so...........goodnight.
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stephscott on

Excellent, detailed post, April.

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