The feeling of his perfect lush lips against mine melted all of me. They say you will always remember your first kiss, trust me, I will never forget it. The crank made it all that much better. All's I can think about is giving him my all. He makes me want every piece of him. Or is that the crank is making me want him even more than normal? Whatever it is, I don't care. This the best and happiest I have felt in a very long time.
As I wander through this new found world, I found a new way to feel like I am on top of the world. The clouds are so bright in that baby blue sky with the rays of the sun shining brightly upon me. My nose burns the very first time, but I ignore the signs and act like it isn't even effecting me. Then I do a second line and it doesn't hurt as bad. The world around me is as perfect as anyone could want it. I am above the bright clouds now. I have only one person and one thing to thank for this....... Adam and Crank. They both make my body boil and I love feeling this way. I am supposed to be leaving my dad's apartment in one week to go back to my mom's, but at this point (no matter how bad this place looks and feels), I don't want to go back. I am enjoying my life here more than I thought I ever could.