Two days after Amma's Birthday
Trip Start
Sep 03, 2007
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Trip End
Oct 23, 2007
Kerala,
India
Saturday, September 29, 2007
I've finally got the chance to make a new entry. I was having a gosh awful time with the computers here. Last night I wrote a two hour entry and lost it! India, what can one do? Amma's birthday celebration was intense, there were over One-hundred thousand people from all over India. It was quite chaotic and stressful at times. Westerners did not get darshan. Amma's body looked so worn down. She gave darshan from early afternoon on the 27th until 7 or 8a.m the next day. The only real peace found was in seva and being on stage with her. I still cannot comprehend how in the mist of utter chaos and pandemonium that once you sit near her all the suffering and thoughts wash away. It is undeniable that she radiates divine energy from her physical body. Even if non-believers watch her they can't help but be in awe of her amazing ability to never stop giving darshan hours upon hours-no bathroom breaks-no water (except when devotee's beg her to drink a sip or two.) She is so profound and so full of selfless love
Ahh..beautiful ocean sunset
. She never thinks for a second of her self or her needs. She will console the most minor needs of those who come to her with the utmost compassion and caring. She will wipe their tears and listen to any problem. She never stops smiling and her body must hurt unceasingly. Any religious leaders, saints, and holy men would not dare say she is not the real deal. She is a walking example of the highest love and truth, She walks her talk. She will do physical work with the lowest class and see's everyone will equal vision. She manifest the love of Christ right for everyone to see, and her humility is unbounded. She takes nothing for herself and gives everything. Amma may sleep an hour or two a night and the rest of the time is reading devotees grievances and troubles. No matter what your faith or religion this one we call Amma (mother) is truly the most remarkable thing this planet knows. Her name and glory will be recognized for thousands of years. If there is such a thing as God's unconditional love on earth, Amma is the embodiment of that. I have through direct experience felt her love. I have never felt any thing so great in my life. We are so lucky to know her. She is here now and has come to show us what love and life are. They are one and the same. I've been inspired as usual and my words come from my heart. If you have not met Amma. Take this short time in your precious human birth to experience her presence. I go by what my feelings are in life and I tell you that just being around her I have never felt so much peace and love. Don't take my word for it. Just be with her. It's free, and she gives you the opportunity to see who and what you really are. I can sometimes not judge and occasionally be loving, but around Amma I see only people full of love, and I want to love. Words do no justice.On my birthday I was a little disappointed that she stopped giving darshan after the Indians went (Indians go first because they come a long distance). My ego took a little chop, but I look forward to having darshan soon. I will be sure I send part of my blessing to all of you friends and family that I care so much for. Thanks for being there. In Amma's heart. Love Jagadish
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having an experiance
Glad you are experiancing everthing you are. it has been great reading about everything you are going through. your honesty is keeping it real for me. take care