May 13, 2010
Today is probably one of the hardest days in my life I had to encounter. Saying goodbye to the people you love most...I´m sensitive I know but I wanted to stay strong and say my goodbyes as if I was just going on vacation. I don´t know what lies ahead of me, all I know is that I feel its my path and I´m following it. My whole life I have been told what to do or who to be, but I have always been true to myself by expressing me and only me. I have been made fun of by the way I dressed but still dressed the way I wanted to. Now, I know there are people who think I shouldn´t travel, like my dad, that I´m wasting my money. But, nothing is ever wasted in life, it is recycled and only real now. So, why not use it now. I´m protected, and present to what unfolds in front of me. Where will my money go? Back into the world where I recieved it.