What can i say
Trip Start May 18, 2006
32Trip End Aug 19, 2007
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I have recieved a number of Emails lately from some very precious friends, and i havent had yet the time or emotional space to respond.
So dont think I dont think of you and love you, its just that ive been through so much lately, and even now still feel confused.
Such a blizzard of emotions, goodbyes, new beginnings, reunions with old skeletons..
Yeah, as you see on the map thing, im back in Israel. for the time being.
I had the craziest time since deciding i leave, and making the preperations within less than 2 weeks.
And today, i walked up the stairs in my parents place towards the living room and thinking:
"wow, im actually here"
I think im having some post-return depression thing,
and i think i should not stay too much at my parents place.
Baby-steps, a good friend once told me.
Take it slow, its not easy, and youre no superman.
I think thats a big problem of mine, i think im superman - i think i can save everyone.
But superman gets depressed when he realizes that most of his close ones dont wanna be saved.
They dont even know that they are swimming in shit.
And if he tells them they are - theyll just hate him for it.
So better just leave them to swim in their shit, and throw in a rubber duck of unconditional love.
I want some of that.
And its not me facing only my close ones in Israel,
it goes hand in hand with the place itself, the whole situation.
The whole damn complicated situation.
I must always remember and give thanks for the positive.
GOOD sun, GOOD hearted people.. and GOOD GOOD food..
mmm... : P
The sea has the perfect temprature - its crazy.
You can just sit inside all day long, with a nice big juicy watermelon.
the question remains : "am i back home?"
One things for sure - im not BACK anywhere.
too much has changed,
and as much as i would like it to be - nothing will ever be the same again.
Am i home ? - a good friend once told me HOME is a state of mind.
So i guess i come and go from home..
But i think this marks the end of the first part of the chronicles of Omris traveling,
so i close this chapter with a little smile hiding a big secret, and a tear of joy in the corner of my eye.
And i send you all 34 tons of purified mediterenean love :)
p.s. - ill post soon a new chapter telling of my inner voyages..