Last day of the year. What's in store for 2010?
Trip Start Jul 22, 2009
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Is 2010 going to be MY year? or not!
For almost 3 years I've been on a journey to prove that these theories about creating our life with our thoughts is more then just wishful thinking. I've had some ups and had some downs. I've put all that I've accumulated over the years on the line. I've learned quite a few lessons. I'm still leaning.
What I've learned the most is about having faith. I've also learned that there is no such thing as a coincidence. Everything DOES happen for a reason. And if we don't learn our lesson the first time, then history repeats itself and we repeat, in a slightly different way, the pattern in life that allows us to grow.
Most people make resolutions on December 31st about what they want to change about themselves or in their lives for the upcoming year. Do I have anything to change about myself in the year ahead? Yes. No. Maybe. Do I need something to change in the year ahead? Most definitely.
Two and a half years of traveling with no income and the pocketbook and sources of funds has run dry. Selling the house has been the last straw. The next 6 months is do or die. I leave in a couple of weeks for California to see if that really is the place where Dreams come true. Well, mine at least.
In my book, "What? Is! The Meaning of Life. One man's journey living this eternal question." I documented how I figured my journey would unfold. God, the Universe, Whatever you call whatever decides how life is to be lived doesn't make life unfold according to the calendar and clock that mankind has decided to use to measure time. It has it's own timetable. That was a lesson I had to learn.
Even though I now know that time unfolds differently for our soul then for our human body, I have put a time limit on getting the things I asked for and documented in my book and the travel blog that is the book, "Paul's Journey to the Ends of the Earth...NOT!" which you can also read here.
Either I get what I've asked for by the time I get back to Canada in June, or I give up on my Dreams and go back to a 9 to 5 job. Being a famous writer and photographer and dating a famous Hollywood actress might just be fantasy for me. Maybe that's not who I am.
Maybe the 3 year journey I undertook is all that I'm suppose to experience. Maybe 3 years of "living other people's dreams" was all that I get. Would I be disappointed? I'd be lying if I said no.
Was it worth giving everything up? Definitely YES!
I would be starting my life over in July. A few assets left in my name. But I would miss the life I've been living the past few years. Now who wouldn't? I've met a lot of amazing people and saw and photographed quite a few wonderful places. There would be no regrets.
I don't know what's in store for me for the next 6 months. If the past is any indication of the future I expect things to work out quite well.
My 2010 resolution...
Make MY dreams come true so that I can show others that they can make theirs come true also.
Think It! Feels It! Live It!