Xiaogao Family Xiaogan

... suspicious, helpful or uncooperative 3. Conscientiousm: organized or disorganized, self-disciplined or weak-willed 4. Emotional stability: calm or worried, secure or insecure 5. Openness: imaginative or down to earth, independent or conforming Feel free to find your fit.] 52 - Our world requires that decisions be sourced and footnoted and if we say how we feel, we must also be prepared to elaborate on why we feel that way. [But] We need to respect the fact that it is ...

... now I was trapped at home, still knowing nothing. At about 1.00 p.m. Mr. Miau rang continuously my annoying doorbell, I opened and he was immediately inside looking around. He seemed to move fast, so I thought alright, let's get going. I found out that the classroom is in the other school, so we walked down the hill and on my way I asked him all the questions. It turned out that class doesn't start until 2.00 p.m., a total number of ...

... same conversation level. This time luckily with no orders. After one whole day of speaking nothing I know now why I talked to myself when I was a child. It's simple, cause I had nobody to talk to during the day and it fills the room with life. You lose your language if you don't speak, you know. If it wouldn't have been for the Americans I wouldn't have come back at all. There is no sense in going to places where nobody understands ...

... back I realize it started when I was leaving for China. The first people I met here were four Christians, who I felt really comfortable with. We basically agree about life situation (what or why to do things), we just explain them differently, but the conclusion somehow is always love. Then it went on by meeting Floh in Cambodia, a pretty wicked place if you ask me. He interpreted all our dreams from time to time. His interpretations quite often made perfect ...

... meisten spielen Spielchen. Sie v**stellen sich um we***** v**letzbar zu sein. Ich glaube ich habe diesen Schutzmechanismus nicht wirklich entwickelt. Ich bin meistens einfach ich, angreifbar und offen. Erstaunlich**weise bin ich damit ab** nur einmal **nsthaft auf die Nase gefallen. Sich** kann man sich v**stecken, nur ist das Trugbild das man aufbaut wirklich das bess**e als das wahre ich?! Ich glaub viele v**bringen viel Zeit damit etwas zu sein was sie nicht sind und am ...

... that now, but there are people out there, who are really unique and they made me think. Wolfi, Monkey and Pete, sometimes I wish I could tell the world about them, but I can hardly find words to discribe such a uniqueness. These three guys were so special that I keep remembering 'em, even without any contact and without having spent a lifetime together. I got the feeling that life seperated me too early from 'em. There were ...

... moving there is always something going on, if you stand still you have too much time to think about stuff. That might be nice for a couple of weeks but then it's getting annoying. You start realizing that there is sooo much routine in our lives and if there's nothing else going on, you'll just get lazy, unsatisfied and restless. So I started painting and turning waste into furniture ;o) 13.03.07 ...

... I'll take everything I got with me, in case I can't get a visa back to China in Cambodia. Until now I have no idea how to get all my stuff into this one backpack, I simply have way to much things. The guitar is probably going to kill me, but hey I said I would die for music, so now I shouldn't complain when it's actually getting quite close to it. Tomorrow is my last complaining conversation about all the little things here that just go wrong and then it's someone ...

... a lot of presents, it was awesome. Finally I felt like having a real christmas, a christmas that is not fake and put up because it's supposed to be that way, no. Finally I experienced a christmas that really felt like home. A big familie - celebrating - pure and honest - where nothing would have been wrong in that very moment. I was waiting for something like this for a long time. I felt good. The presents were nice, but the athmosphere was worth so much more, even though I got ...

... another little awesome shock. I had 35 new messages! To be in some forums pays sometimes off ;o) but not just that, people I don't even know where writing me, since they are reading this blog. Until now I had no time and no chance to answer anybody, so now I'll start trying to catch up slowly. Sorry about that! What I really want to say though: Thank you guys from the bottom of my hearth, you don't have a clue how much I loved your greetings, I pretty much cried silently. Tausend Dank!